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Tuesday, July 28th, 2009

There are few things in my life that have lasted a decade. I’ve never lived in the same house for 10 years. I’ve never had the same car for 10 years. Or computer. I’ve had my bike for more than 10 years, but it hasn’t been ridden for 10 either. I have been playing guitar for more than 10 years, but not the same guitar (although my first acoustic from 14 years ago is still kicking about). While it feels like eternity, I haven’t worked at IBM for 10 years. I have been using Linux on and off for 10 years, but only as my primary desktop for about 7 or 8.

But on Saturday, Heather and I will have been married for 10 years. Depending on the stats you read, it would appear that we are now in the minority. We’ve certainly passed through the statistically difficult period (the 25-29 age bracket has the highest %age of divorces). It hasn’t always been easy, but I have no regrets, and still very much believe in marriage, both generally and specifically.

Apparently, it takes the average person 9 years of marriage before they start thinking unselfishly. So things should be getting much better now :) Roll on the next 10.

mrBen

Two Birds, One Stone

Wednesday, July 15th, 2009

We’re in the process of decluttering our house a bit, and I was thinking of trying to raise a bit of cash to maybe buy some new tech (assuming I can get permission…), and so I’m thinking of flogging my small collection O’Reilly books. Before I consign them to ebay, I thought I would offer them out to the faithful readers of my blog. All offers considered. Postage will need to be covered, or pick them up in person if you’re nearby. Unless noted, the books are all as new, although some are older editions than the current print version.

  • Linux in a Nutshell (4th Ed)
  • LPI Linux Certification in a Nutshell
  • Linux Desktop Hacks
  • Linux Cookbook
  • Tim O’Reilly in a Nutshell
  • Managing NFS and NIS (quite an old copy)
  • Programming Python 2nd Edition
  • Java and XSL
  • Sed and Awk (2nd Edition) (bought from work library but in good condition)
  • Learning the vi editor (bought from work library but in good condition)

I also have another book on programming Java from a different publisher. Will confirm details on that later.

Lastly, I may also consider parting with a couple of older commercial games for Linux, namely:

  • Heavy Gear II
  • Soul Ride
  • Hopkins FBI
  • Soldier of Fortune
  • Doom3
  • Quake4
  • Unreal Tournament 2003
  • Unreal Tournament 2004

All the games are boxed with all the appropriate manuals, although they have all been used. I’m not entirely sure I want to get rid of all of these, but if you are interested, please let me know and I’ll think harder about it.

For any of these items either leave me a comment, or drop me a mail at mrben -at- jedimoose -dot- org.

mrBen

One Lump or Two?

Friday, May 15th, 2009

Jedimoose has been up and running for a number of years now, over a number of different webhosts, blog software, designs, etc. And, to be honest, I’m pretty happy with it. Having 2 of us blog on the same site does, in some parts, is less pressure than doing one on your own. And my portion of it is also syndicated in a couple of “planets”, which is always gratifying.

However, there are times (and this is one of them) where I wonder whether or not I would be better served by having 2 blogs. There are 2 main strands of people that read my blog – people who know me through church and/or faith-related activity (say “hi”), and people who know me through technology – mostly scotluggers and lugradians (wave, people). For the most part over the years, the latter group has probably had more interesting content to read, with a lot of people in the former scratching their heads. Even some of the interesting stuff for the former is related to the latter – things like questions over DRM and privacy which affect us all.

As has previously been talked about, things are changed relatively rapidly in my life. What, in that previous post, I described as a 3-5 year timespan looks now like it might be as little as a year, and we are beginning a process now that will see us gathering a team to start a new work in a church. I will probably have a lot to say about this (as will Heather), and so I come to the point as to whether or not Jedimoose.org is the right place for all that content.

I’ve got to admit, I’m torn for a couple of reasons. On the one-hand, where my blog is syndicated it is because it’s people who know me, and want (I hope) to hear what’s going on in my life. On the other, the 2 distinct groups of people might be better served by having the choice. Back on the first hand, Jedimoose has been my home for a long time, and I’m not sure that adding an additional site will keep the content flowing here. On the flip side, having a shiny new domain to share with Heather might be more productive and cohesive as a record of our adventure.

Thoughts welcome; suggestions of potential new domains if we decided to go down that route encouraged ;)

mrBen

Jesus vs Puppy

Tuesday, April 21st, 2009

Too funny.

mrBen

GLC Survey

Wednesday, April 15th, 2009

Well – Lent is over, and so it’s time for the Great Lent Challenge Survey.

If you took part, head on over to the survey to fill out your responses. Any problems or questions, please don’t hesitate to mail me – mrben -at- jedimoose -dot- org

I know some folks have got a bit of time left to wait on their answers or lack thereof, so I won’t be publishing the results until around the end of May.

mrBen

Discuss

Tuesday, April 14th, 2009

Joss Whedon receives the Outstanding Lifetime Achievement Award in Cultural Humanism at Harvard University’s Memorial Church:

“Faith is something we have to embrace. Faith in God mean believing absolutely in something with no proof whatsoever. Faith in humanity means believing absolutely in something which has a huge amount of proof to the contrary. We are the true believers!”

Discuss……

Church Website

Monday, April 6th, 2009

Well, after 2 years of blood, sweat and tears, the new church website launched on Friday. It’s not ready, it’s not finished, but it is live.

My friend Innes put a huge amount of effort into designing the site – everything that looks pretty is down to him. Everything that looks a bit clunky is down to my implementation of his design ;)

It’s built on (badly written) Django, and there are still loads of ideas and plans in my head on what else to implement. But hopefully it’s now a little bit better than the one-page excuse for a site that’s been up since 2007.

mrBen

Answering some GLC questions

Tuesday, March 10th, 2009

I’ve had a couple of questions asked since I initiated the Great Lent Challenge – I hesitate to call them “Frequently Asked Questions” because they weren’t exactly flowing think and fast, but here we go with some answers:

  1. What are you praying for? Well – apart from praying that everyone elses prayers would be answered, I’m praying for a guy I know who’s partner was recently taken ill.
  2. Don’t clauses 1 and 8 contradict themselves? No. ;) Clause 8 only requires you to invoke the name of Jesus, not to actually believe. It’s there as a control point for the end results – rather than people coming back and say that they’ve been praying to Allah or Vishna or the Flying Spaghetti Monster.
  3. How should I pray? It doesn’t really matter all that much. You can be as formal or informal as you like. If it helps, just make it conversational. Other people prefer something more structured, like “Jesus, please will you [insert prayer here]. Amen”. There isn’t a “magic” formula, so do what makes you feel comfortable. Avoiding blasphemy might be nice, but I find God is a lot more forgiving about that kind of thing than a lot of people ;)

mrBen

Chronicles of Narnia

Friday, March 6th, 2009

Inspired by a recent rewatch (or, infact, 3 watches between Christmas and now) of the Prince Caspian DVD, I decided it was time to reread the full Chronicles of Narnia. I picked up this set from an Amazon trader for only £7.13 delivered, which was a great price, I reckon. It’s a boxset with the 7 paperback books. The covers are new, but the imprint inside is identical to the set my mother had when I was small (and still has), including all the original pictures that I remember. The books have been chronologically ordered (as opposed to ordered by publication date) – if you would like to debate the best order to read in, then there are plenty of places to do that online ;)

The first thing that really struck me as I reread these books for the first time in over 15 years, is that they’re really short. I managed to read a book a day on the train to and from work (roughly a couple of hours reading a day) and I’m not a particularly quick reader. They are obviously books aimed at children – you don’t have the depth of history or explanation that you do in, say, Tolkein – and although they do appeal to an adult audience, it would be unfair to attempt to rate them alongside books that aimed at adults. Having said that, in some ways I find the world of Narnia more vivid in places than the world of Middle Earth. I certainly found myself more attached to Narnia, for reasons that will become clear.

I found that I had remembered only bits of all the books. The LW&W is probably the most vivid in my memory, but then, it’s also the one most referenced and made into film. The other books all produced some vague memories, but nothing totally concrete for any of them. This may be, in part at least, that the sparsity of the writing (and I don’t mean that in a negative sense) allows for the wild imagination of a child to be set free, but these imaginings don’t necessarily create the same lasting impression as a written description.

One of the things that brought me back to this series is the closing music piece on Prince Caspian – “The Call”, by Regina Spektor – it’s a haunting piece of music that, I believe, really captures the sense of sadness of the Pevensies having to return to their own world, knowing that nothing there has changed, and also that 2 of them will not be returning to Narnia. This is reflected in the books, and it feels that CS Lewis felt a genuine sadness for the numbers of children who find the faith of their youth fading away as they grow older.

Faith is a definite theme within the books, and still causes a lot of controversy. JK Rowling and Phillip Pullman have both been on record as objecting to the work of CS Lewis, particularly his treatment of women generally, and Susan in particular, although I am not convinced that either author hasn’t read more into his writing than was originally there. For me, however, both as a child and now, there is some wonderful imagery for faith within these books. The creation of Narnia in A Magician’s Nephew, and the depiction of heaven as Aslan’s land, painted gloriously vivid pictures of creation and heaven that still appeal to me all these years later.

Ultimately, I tend to find that the books that impress me most are either those that surprise me, or those that leave me feeling a sadness at their ending. The Chronicles of Narnia, as a complete work, definitely fall into the latter category. If you read them as a child, I would recommend a re-read. If you didn’t, certainly read them, but suspend your disbelief as an adult and see through the eyes of a child if you can.

mrBen

The Great Lent Challenge

Friday, February 27th, 2009

OK – so I’m a few days late getting this posted, as Lent started on Wednesday, so I apologise. A couple of years ago for Lent I committed myself to posted on a daily basis. This year, I want to something of an experiment. And that is that I want to challenge everyone to pray for one thing every day for the rest of Lent, and then collate the “results”. Here are the “terms and conditions”:

1. You don’t need to believe anything. You don’t even need to believe that prayer does anything.
2. You do need to commit to praying daily for the same thing until Sunday April 12th. (If you really want, you can skip Sundays, because traditionally the 40 days of Lent don’t include the Sundays)
3. Your prayer cannot be for yourself, or for something that would profit you most. It must be for someone else.
4. Your prayer must be measurable in its result.
5. Your prayer must be “local” in its scale – for someone you know or a situation that is personal to you (bearing in mind condition 3). World peace is not an option here (maybe next year).
6. At the end of the challenge there will be a simple survey for you to fill out to collate the results. (Said survey will not reveal names or identities)
7. This is a viral challenge – post it on your blog, or on your facebook, or where ever, and challenge other people to be involved.
8. Like it or not, I am a Christian, and this is a Christian challenge, so your prayer needs to invoke the name of Jesus.

My commitment is this – whatever the results, I will definitely publish them.

Are you up for the challenge?

mrBen

New Bible Magazine

Monday, February 23rd, 2009

Looks like it might be relatively interesting. Plus, if I post the below link, I might win stuff….

Click here to subscribe to Bible Study Magazine!

mrBen

25 Random Things

Thursday, February 19th, 2009

I’ve been tagged by more people than I can remember for this particular meme (not least Heather, Aq and Rob) so I thought I’d better get around to it at last.

1. I’m almost totally deaf in my left ear
2. I’ve supported Liverpool FC for over 25 years, but I’ve never been inside Anfield, and only been to Liverpool once.
3. My first ever internet domain was www.bird-in-a-cage.co.uk back in 2001
4. My first ever email address was at Uni – 9704293t@student.gla.ac.uk – can’t believe I still remember that.
5. I had photos taken with Cliff Richard on a double decker bus (as part of the press release for an event called Release The Power)
6. At birth I had severe muscular problems, and it was (I believe) questionable as to whether I would talk, let alone walk.
7. My best ever 10-pin bowling score is 128.
8. I’ve been a Linux user since 1998.
9. My Dad looks like Rowan Williams (current Archbishop of Canterbury)
10. The first car I ever owned was an orange Fiat Panda.
11. I didn’t fly or travel to another continent until after I was married.
12. Heather and I will have been married 10 years this year.
13. My wife, mother, mother-in-law, and sister-in-law are all teachers.
14. I liked all the Matrix movies.
15. I have never owned a new computer.
16. I’ve been a Christian for 23 years this Easter.
17. I’ll probably never be a best-man at a wedding. This makes me sad.
18. I co-host a podcast called Classic Yak
19. I have a Bachelor of Divinity degree – but I didn’t do honours.
20. My favourite beer is Pauwel Kwak, closely followed by Innis & Gunn and Moosehead.
21. I completed Tomb Raider 1 and 2 on the PC.
22. My first guitar was an ESP 300 series electric. My first acoustic was a 2nd hand guitar made by Hondo. (My parents let me return the guitar they had bought me, and then use all my 18th birthday cash to buy a better model)
23. The first film I ever owned was Inner Space.
24. When I was younger (and for many years), I really wanted to be a policeman.
25. I didn’t learn to ride a bike until I was 8, or swim until I was 9.

mrBen

Here we go again

Friday, February 6th, 2009

If you had one of these….
Mira looking pensive

….would you want another?

Ultrasound

Due date 14th August 2009.

mrBen

Some things worth looking at

Monday, February 2nd, 2009

Suddenly realised I had a whole load of stuffs that deserved pimpage on the ‘Moose.

If you like your detectives hard-boiled, and your dialogue fast-paced and witty, then look no further than Black Jack Justice from Decoder Ring Theatre. 30 minute audio dramas taken from his case book sees Jack and his partner, Trixie Dixon, Girl Detective, deal with all the usual fray of your $35-a-day (plus expenses) gumshoe. The banter between Jack and Trixie is worthy of Joss Whedon in places, and, while hilarious at times, the series avoids being a full parody of the genre. Worthy of a place on your audio player.

The Scott Sigler machine continues to rumble on. Contagious (sequel to Infected, of course) has hit the New York Times Hardcover Bestseller list, but is continuing on as a free audiobook. If you haven’t listened to his stuff from when I’ve pimped it before, maybe now is the time.

Alternatively, if you prefer graphic novels, then both Siglers’ The Rookie and the first episode of Black Jack Justice are being serialised as comic books over at Addictive Comics.

Oh, and Classic Yak topped 700 overall downloads on Friday, and got 30 hits in a week for episode 7. Movin’ on up…

mrBen

A 6 Month Retrospective

Wednesday, January 28th, 2009

I reckoned it was about time to write a decent retrospective of the last 6 months in the life of mrBen. It’s been an extremely hectic and tumultuous time, but, as these things tend to be, quite important. I’ll try and step through it systematically, but I apologise in advance for both rambling, and repeating things I’ve already posted about.

  • The end of LugRadio (even with the prospect of LRL UK 09 still on the horizon) did have a significant effect on my life, although looking back I can kind of see how it seems to have fitted in nicely with a change of direction in my life as a whole.
  • Not least, of course, the start of Classic Yak way back in August. We’re consistently getting 50+ listeners for each show – not quite up to the LR standards, but the Christian online community appears to be much more fractured and disorganised than the FLOSS community (no surprises there). We’ve just released our 7th episode, and have plans for 2 more episodes in Season 1, and then a bit of a break before Season 2 kicks off
  • In September Heather and I began the year-long Invest program. Every time I’ve mentioned Invest on this blog, I’ve said “I’ll explain more later”. I guess there’s no time like the present…
    Invest is a year long program aimed at (to quote their site) “equipping pioneering church planters”. It was established from our church in (if memory serves) 2006. The program involves some residential teaching (a weeks induction, and 4 weekends in various places around the country), time in a placement church (ideally around 4-8 hours a week, I think) and individual study and reflection. Additionally, there are essay assignments of 2000 words before each weekend.
    Heather and I have been placed in the Rock Community Church in Dumbarton for the past few months. Their Sunday meetings are in possibly the most orange room ever constructed. We were also involved in the Dumbarton Alpha course, which is jointly run by people from the Rock, the CofS, the Baptist church, the Brethren church and the Roman Catholics. (I don’t think I’ve missed anyone out…)
    So why, you may be asking, is a Linux geek getting involved in such a course? Now – you might not be asking that at all, but I’m going to tell you anyway ;) But it all needs to be put into a context that some of you may not be all that aware of.

    I first came to Scotland in 1995 at the tender age of 18, to spend a year working with Scripture Union Scotland. At that point I was intending to become a youth worker, most likely within a church. After a year traipsing round the Borders and Edinburgh, mostly doing schools work, I had to make more decisions about my future. I decided that the appropriate continuation on the path was to take another year out with SU, ideally doing work with churches, rather than around schools. And then I was going to University to do Divinity/Theology, in order to get a good theoretical background to underly the experience I had in youth and childrens work.
    And so, in 1996 I found myself in a team of 1, working for a barely-conceived church of 8 people, under Alan McWilliam. Being part of Whiteinch Fellowship, as it was then, has shaped the last 12 years of my life considerably, and has fostered me through University, marriage, fatherhood and my 8 years at IBM.
    From the beginning of my time at Whiteinch, I was aware of certain skills and gifts that were coming to the fore, not least in leading worship, and teaching. Plus, I had (and have) a fascination with church strategy. I think at that point I knew that one day I would lead a church.
    Fast-forward through that year out, 3 years of university, 8 years of work, and probably the most spiritually dry 10 years of my life to date, and you find me in the middle of last summer, agreeing to do Invest, but at the same time having God reach down and give me a good slap and telling me to get my act together.

    “And so here we are on the raggedy edge…” I’m fairly sure that within the next 3-5 years myself and Heather will be part of a team beginning a new church. It probably won’t look like what most people imagine a church to be. It probably won’t be what I imagine it to be at this time. But it will definitely be an adventure.

    “I aim to misbehave”

    mrBen

Bizarre Apology

Friday, January 16th, 2009

I was really struck by this video of Penn Jillette that was linked to on a site I read yesterday:

The whole thing is interesting, but the bit that caught my eye (or ear, rather) was when Penn, as a confirmed atheist, says (paraphrase) “I don’t respect people who don’t proselytize…. if you believe that there’s a heaven and hell and that people could be going to hell or not getting eternal life…. how much do you have to hate somebody to not proselytize”.

So….. sorry.

mrBen

Projects that didn’t really get finished last year

Wednesday, January 7th, 2009

Last year, I posted a list of projects I wanted to complete in 2008. How did it go? Well….. not brilliantly:

  • MythTV – box didn’t get touched, let alone back up and running, although it did see use at Camp again as the shop database.
  • Church Office:
    • Display machine – yes! this got fixed (mostly) using keyjnote (now impress!ve) presentation software, which is much more stable than OO.o seemed to be with this display adaptor. May well try OO.o again once it’s upgraded to Intrepid Ibex
    • File server – same as MythTV box; untouched other than some crayon courtesy of Mira
    • Firewall – still working perfectly, still not upgraded
  • Linkpot – I handed this project over to schwuk when I realised I didn’t have the time available, and other projects became higher priority
  • Church Website – well – it’s “almost” there. Watch this space

The other projects didn’t even get a look in, but I did gain a new project in the “Invest” programme (which will eventually get a post of it’s own), plus another project that I’ll be announcing next month. Oh, and Classic Yak kicked off too, which has been very significant.

I’ll be posting this years plan later on. Maybe.

mrBen

Dual Screen Ubuntu

Friday, December 12th, 2008

Wanted to put down some useful things I have learnt about dual-screening in Ubuntu since I moved over to working under Linux full-time at work (and thus using a dual-screen environment more consistently).

1. The Intel driver for their gfx chips can’t do 3D on a combined screen size of wider or higher than 2048. So, if like me, you want to have your 1440 to the left of your 1280 monitor, with a total size of 2720, then you can’t have Compiz desktop effects enabled. (I think the solution would be to have them on top of each other, which would be <2048, but I haven’t tried that)

2. The guide here has some handy stuff about setting up xrandr to detect at login whether or not you have 2 screens connected – works great for me.

3. GNOME by default will always put it’s panels on the external monitor in a dual-screen setup. However, I discovered that you can tweak this by editing gconf when you login, adding a couple of lines to the ones added in step (2). (In file /etc/X11/Xsession.d/45custom_xrandr-settings:


if [ $? -eq 0 ]; then
xrandr --output $INTERNAL_OUTPUT --auto --output $EXTERNAL_OUTPUT --auto $EXTERNAL_LOCATION
gconftool-2 --type int --set /apps/panel/toplevels/bottom_panel_screen0/monitor 1
gconftool-2 --type int --set /apps/panel/toplevels/top_panel_screen0/monitor 1
else
xrandr --output $INTERNAL_OUTPUT --auto --output $EXTERNAL_OUTPUT --off
fi

4. If you have your virtual screen size set up appropriately, then the System -> Preferences -> Screen Resolution dialog also seems to work pretty well for times when you’re adding a projector on (although you’ll need to drag panels across from the projector as per (3) – haven’t worked out where I can add the gconf changes to make this happen automagically)

Anyway – still a work in progress. This was all done on Hardy – Intrepid upgrade on the to-do list once the relevant packages for my work software are available. The screen handling stuff may well be better in Intrepid.

mrBen

NPS and KoS

Friday, December 5th, 2008

November was probably one of the busiest months I’ve had in a long while. All the weekends contained some sort of activity, split evenly between church and Invest events. Added to that a load of stuff at work, including a 2 day conference in Edinburgh and a job interview, and things were a bit hectic. Here’s to a quiet December!

At the Customer Contact Association conference in Edinburgh, a lot of folks were talking about Net Promoter Score(NPS), which is essentially a gauge of how likely people are to recommend your business to their friends. Interestingly (but not surprisingly) most banks score very low on this, although First Direct apparently is consistently high (60-70% better than most other banks, from what I could tell).

In lieu of this, I thought I would recommend a company that has been getting a chunk o’ money from me in the last few years. Regular readers of this blog, or regular visitors to our parties, may remember the infamous party at our flat in Haldane St that was a hotbed of inventiveness, being the source of not only vodka-cheese, but also a tasting ground for various bathroom products. By way of apology, the instigator of the madness purchased a number of replacement products for myself and Heather.

One such product was a set of King of Shaves lotions, and I’ve stuck with them from that day forward. The KoS shaving gel is great in that it produces virtually no foam, which makes it much easier to see what you’re doing, and doesn’t clog up the blade nearly as much. I also like their facial wash and aftershave kit. And, due to a need for replacement blades, I recently succumbed to try out one of their new Azor blades – a full review on that once I’ve used it a few times! (My previous weapon of choice was one of those vibrating Mach3 Turbo things, that I bought to shave off my goatee all those years ago, which was also a good blade, but replacement heads are a good deal more expensive than the KoS stuff)

Any products out there that you swear by?

mrBen

I didn’t meme to

Wednesday, November 5th, 2008

Thanks to Kyle.

In a vision John sees Jesus speaking to seven different churches.

I happen to just be back from an Alpha meeting, and so the closest book was Questions of Life by Nicky Gumbel.

The rules for this meme thing are :

* Grab the nearest book.
* Open it to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
* Don’t dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

And now I get to tag 5 other people with the meme :)

Heather
Al
Jono
Aq
Phil

Enjoy, folks.

mrBen